Saturday, March 6, 2010

Day Three- Hopeful

So today it was sunny

Maybe it was that just lifted my mood a bit but i smiled a couple times today

And i think one of those times i actually meant it

History of the past seven weeks for me reads like a sad novel unfortunately

First the only grandparent that i have left passed away suddenly
Second i had a miscarriage at 5 weeks
Third is on tuesday my mum passed away in a hospice 12 days after being admitted

2 of those things were totally unexpected and the third really was as well as i sit here thinking about it.....you know its weird my mom was a non smoker and she died of lung cancer that had spread to her bones and brain

That has not even really hit home for me really...I expect her to sing in the kitchen anyways family is up so gotta run ill finish later....

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