i dont mind usually....
Things are different now though because my moms not there
Instead of her, singing in the kitchen and joking
we have visitors
Her older sister
Her younger sister....and her daughter
I think thats what sucks the most watching them be mother and daughter
while i will never have that with my mom again
I know im in a pissy mood but i want to yell at them
stop being normal stop being happy
I know people grieve and are sad in different ways
show their emotions differently....what did i go to school for
but to learn why some people act the way they do
I dont really care right now though i suppose over the next few months it
will be interesting...
To see how i change
To see when things begin to look a little brighter
To not dread waking up and remembering
That its a day without someone I love.
Keep Smiling
S.
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